Sometimes we meet someone and we’re immediately inspired or it sneaks up on us. Today that happened to me; it snuck up on me. Though the meeting wasn’t immediate; he’s the best friend of a person that I am head over heels for. Today we had a moment where we got to know each other a little better. (Sadly, he knows me better than his bff does and he’s the one I’m all bent out of shape about). That person shared something with me and I was inspired. Felt that there was someone I’ve only known sh0rtly, got me! I’m excited about that. I feel that this person and I can be very good friends. My closest friends get me…this person, in two weeks, has become one of those friends. I’m always happy to have someone in my life that I connect with spiritually; no matter there role in my life. I enjoy having people who inspire me, who connect with me, who accept me as I am…well I think they do. Only close friends do this.
The person I want to be with is too busy to get to know me…too busy to understand that giving my heart isn’t something I just give away freely; something that I don’t do because of fear. I decided to not let fear control me; not keep me from happiness again. That person is too busy to see that…too busy to know that someone is taking a chance with them…risking their heart hoping that they’ll take care of it. I want that person to know me; know what I want; what I have to offer to a man/relationship. I want to be able to share with someone without sacrificing myself. I feel that I don’t have to do that with him, but he’s too busy to see that.
I’m going to enjoy this wonderful inspiration I got tonight from one of my boys!
(written on 1/24/10)
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