Something New

Meeting someone for the first time and not knowing how on earth could I feel this way? What happens when you’re meeting someone who puts a smile on your face with the sound of their voice? What do you do when someone finds you and loves you wholeheartedly from day one? What do you do when that person says, “I love everything about you,” and actually mean it. What do you do when that person genuinely wants to learn everything about you? That person reads and responds with some emotion from something important to you…your writing. Most people say these things just because they think it’s what you want to hear. They are partly true; you want to hear it, but more importantly want them to mean it. This has been a treat for me however unexpected it was.

You may ask… how do you feel this instantaneously? Should we really attempt to rationalize feelings? Why do we question every feeling we have instead of just feeling it? I mean, that’s what they’re there for…to feel.

For me, this is not so much of a surprise. I’m a Cancer and everything is emotional, lol. We are very intuitive and nurturing which allows us to feel more than everyone else (except for those babies on the cusps of Gemini/Cancer & Cancer/Leo, they’re all confused, lol). I thoroughly enjoy feeling and I’ve enjoyed this new feeling very much. I take my feelings seriously… both good and bad. Feeling the bad provides an opportunity to learn and grow; acquiring the ability to pass on the lessons you learned from that exact feeling. The good is always better. I mean, really, who cares about growing. We just want to feel good, lol.