Force

Sometimes we think we have found that thing we're looking for, but actually we have forced it to be that. When the thing we want actually comes it's not forced. It's not a facade. It is as it appears to be...exactly what you want. I've come to find that what we want we don't have to look for, it finds us. I've come to realize that I've been trying to find what I want in everything that has a smudge of what I'm looking for though it is exactly opposite. I haven't forced something and there it was...everything I want. It found me; I did not look for it. Happiness is not something you look for, it finds you. I say this b/c it definitely found me. In no way was I looking for it.

I can't say enough that it finds you.